Look upon Jesus, Count Joyfully!

hello dearies..
oh gosh.. i can't believe that the day is drawing nearer n nearer...
i'm going for the trip on the 9th.. its just like 16 days away..

I need all of your help...
my mission trip team need to raise $1400 within this 16 days..
i know it sounds really funny to ask you all online.. but realli.. i need this amount of money.
haiz.. i oso duno who am i to go to...

recently my programme i/c pulled out of the team. coz he got attachment.. even after weeks n weeks of prayers.. God still decided that my friend should go for another attachment instead of GC. Well.. since its all in God's plan.. I would therefore need to reassign job to different individuals.. den all my various teammates would have more Jobs~

Please pray for us too!
pray against spiritual attacks.. pray for good health..
pray that we are acting accordingly to God's plan...

yuppies.. oh people.. want a preview of tml's worship?
we have 2 new songs.. they are beautiful.. haa..
i'll just type one!

Let the Praises Ring
Oh Lord my God in You I put my trust
Oh Lord my God in You I put my hope
Oh Lord my God in You I put my trust
Oh Lord my God in You I put my hope

In You in you I find my peace
In You in you I find my strength
In You I live and move and breathe

Let everything I say and do
Be founded by my faith in You
I lift up holy hands and sing
Let the praises ring!

Oh Lord my God to You I give my hands
Oh Lord my God to You I give my feet
Oh Lord my God to You I give my everything
Oh Lord my God to you I give my life

just wanna flush all the bad things away.... now just wanna update my life with you people!

today i went to taka... had a mtg with esta n calvin.. great bonding. Thank God.
thank god that i oso had a great chat with esther.. nice chat.
thanks rayson n daniel, i had a nice chat with u guys..
thanks alvin for the support raising...
thank god that i've got enough for my trip!
thanks everyone who supported me!
I just love everyone of u!
thanks u people for trusting in me..
thanks so much for sending me home despite that ur so tired dear...
thank god for you dear... thanks for taking care of me.
thanks for being concern joshua.. u make a great TL.
thanks sharon su for working hard for matri..
thanks sharon wu for being so hardworking about the Plang mtg
thanks corinne.. evelyn.. wendy.. tabi.. rachel.. n esther for your well wishes.. I really appreciate it lots.
thanks for being with me, God. thanks for teaching me not to flare up.
thanks for teaching me patience.
thanks for being my teacher.. there is not other way i could i learnt better.
thanks for making me loved by many and letting me love others.
thanks for being the center of my life.. it was someone else.. i would have gone crazy...
thanks for being with me.. despite of my sickness...
thanks for helping me to be thankful despite of the unhappiness i had.
thanks for guiding me through this rocky path...
thanks for giving me wad i can take n never those which i can't.
thanks for the good and the bad times. so i would treasure the good times more.
thanks for everything that i can count.. n even those i can nv count...
haha.. i'll never finish thanking god. =) Lord, reveal ur plans.. that i may understand u better!
Lastly.. i just wanna say.. God.. I love you!

this thot has been on my mind for quite a while le.. (tell u in a while) BUT recently been really busy because of the EXAMS... thank god that they are all over.. now is the "supposed-relaxing-period". haha... coz i'll be continually busy... oooo...
Mission trip! 9 - 20 May.. anyone going to support me? i'm hoping that u can help me for a raise more than 350.. because.. i would hope to cover others in my team. :)
I'm going to Charis student care! haa... so cool la.. hee.. happy for myself. coz i can go play with the kids there and i knoe today's lesson on sheperding is going to help.

Psalm 23...
" the Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not be in want.
He maketh me lie down on green pastures;
He leads me besides quiet waters;
He restores my soul.
He guides me in path of righteousness for his name sake.
Even as I walk through the valley of the shadow of Death,
I fear no evil; for you are with me.
Your rod and your staff
they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me;
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever. (and ever) "

Haha.. i still remember during disciple we were looking for a passage to memorise. Knowing nothing about how famous it was.. i stumbled on that passage. and I learnt alot of it after that... YUP! lance once bought me a book too! on traveling light.. n its on psalm 23 too. yup.. its one of my hot favourite verses~

*break.. went for a nap... * haa..

"san-bye-nong" haha.. it means Ni Hao in mongolian language! haa..
oh ok.. now let me tell u abt care n concern.. haa..
ever wonder how much we show care n concern for others? hee..

remember all the signing off languages like.. "miss ya.. love ya.. huggies.. etc"
how many of you really does that?? ha..
how do we show concern? haa..
bascially.. I often feel neglect by my friends and peers.. I can only say... its largely due to the lack of concern.
One of my main concern for the people that i mixed with is knowing if U are being neglected? haha... bascially.. only people that have been badly neglected knows how it feels and would hope others not to be neglected.
Some sees me as always being the center of focus among my frens.. but actually the truth is.. i just pick up those being neglected and we come together.. tt's wad U see on the exterior le! haa.. hopefully u all understand one important basis to want to care for people.. then people would care about you!.
I remember catching miss congenality 2.. they said sth like " people would only care for people who cares abt themselves.. " now let me tell you... " people would only care for people who bother to care for them."

care n showing concern for people is one key point in my life la.. i really want to do that for everyone whom i love... but time often fight against this principle i have.. i'm sorry if i've neglected u pals.. if those of u.. neglected by me.. i apologise here k?
but well.. actuallie.. i remember the my Fren shared that i have a 2 flaws that she dun like. guess i can say here la.. coz is like abt me oso not abt her. haha... if she reads this n haha.. she is uncomfortable.. let me say sorry first k? haaa

once thing mentioned was that i'm Loud . haaa.. i dun deny la.. aiyo *blush*.. but i'm not always loud hor... heee.. being loud my forte! haa.. just kidding. Oh.. i know that sometimes in my impatience.. i tend to cut people off la.. actualli.. who doesn't? haa.. the only way to solve it is to... care more for others la. i mean when i think about my frens wanting to input.. i will let them input de la. usually i make noise coz i see is beri quiet.. or because i'm ancipating sth? haa..

oh okok.. next point... about me being flirty. haiz.. totally upset for 4-5 days after i heard it la. pondering over how true is it? I guess what she can't accepts is actuallie wad i love to do?
haha.. i love to greet people in a happy way mah. that my style.. or rather my way to say, " hello!!" in the cute voice i love to do? ahhaa.. is so natural until i oso can't change. haha.. rayson suan me say i act cute.. i noe rayson dun mind me say this out de. haha.. but i can only say.. grrr!! ahaha...
actuallie in many of my actions... its out of the care i have for my friends. seeing them gloomy... and saying a cute hello would bring a smile to their face.. why not? haha.. so i would like to tell the person who told me abt me being flirty.. please read more into my actions n understand me better ok? i'll try to understand u too. yuppies.

okok.. i type so so so long le lahz.. heee.. will try to zip now! haaa.. good nite people. thanks for reading! love ya for being my loyal blog fans! haha.. =)