Look upon Jesus, Count Joyfully!

Samantha and Joyce..

Me and Angela..

See la.. caught us unaware...

Late la.. see.. everyone watch her eat! hee...

okok la.. see enough le.. byebye!

yup.. we took quite a few la.. hee.. just show you abit! hahaa... cos i still wanna type other stuff.

Tuesday 28 March

First time Rica joined me.. so happy got people come and take over. but i think i'm not a good teacher la.. hehe...

Met up with Tabitha! so happy to see her la.. i think its been awhile since we chat up face to face.. and we went to out usual place.. hee.. Tabitha look abit tired. but still.. i enjoy her very much. We tok about many things! and wells.. I got ice-cream! yummmy... craving for some... this week. She got herself a pair of shoes.. tt's nice. but i just couldn't find something i like.. oh wells... maybe cos i'm quite broke to spend also la.. hee.. came home.. and slept!

But after tokking to her.. i'm thinking of more things now! esp about ministry. hopefully everything will work according to God's plan.

Wednesday 29 March

We had baseline.. it was crazy and hectic. I can't stand it.. did some mistakes. I so stressed and scared. hopefully everything will just turn out fine. Thank god. Pray tt he will bless me thru the attachment.

Met up with Wenlin... She is nice! haa.. wells.. we went to Orchard.. then i got myself macs.. haven't eat it for a while. then i'm glad we had a nice chat! hee.. I was quite worried about how she will react to the 4 SL.. She is rather receptive.. i'm quite glad. i'll try my best to follow up and help her out. Thank God for her. God is always good. i'm sure he will do things in his time. I really love him for every thing he has given me!

I bumped into Charlene and Joelyn! So glad to see them.. hahaa.. lalalalala

Thursday 30 March

Wells.. I met Shoe and Joanna... today! Its great to have them. did the page 57 with them.. I wonder did i grade myself too high? everyone like grade themselves lower than my score.. i'm so scared tt i'm too proud la.. but when i did it... i din't think of showing off.. and i thot was too low. wells.. i duno lahz.. hah.

But it was great la. we went pasta mania... den we walked around at seiyu.. den we went Mac for Ice cream.. ehe... guess where were we already? BUGIS! haa... Thank God for every opportunity to spend with His people. They are a great joy to be with. And Lord please watch over everyone of them! Love them lots.

Daniel Called today!! haa.. So happy. but i din express it over the phone la.. he called when i was busy with Deployment at work. yup. dun worry.. i'm still praying for you! Jiayou dan!!

After Thots...

Yup.. i'm looking forward to meet with Meigee, Hannah, Evelyn, Church and stuff over fri to sun! I will blog again soon. Love you! so Glad tt you are reading my blog and sharing my joy.

God Bless! Sign off... Joyce

Hello.. i'm here again..
today i went to church... wells was quite fun la. played with marissa and vanessa.. heee... then the sunday school teachers asked me to stay on after 40dop leh..
hahaa.. paisae.. i haven't think abt it. hahaa.. but i dun mind la. it helps me to decide whether i can be a primary school teacher.

Wells.. then i came home really early today la! guess wad time? 1.30pm i'm on my bed le... haa.. den i went for my afternoon nap and i woke up at 5.30pm leh.. slept like a log for 4 hours.
i woke up because i dreamt of my sister. dreamt that she ask me not to sleep so much on a sunday afternoon. hahahaha... so farnie..
actualli.. i duno whether it was my sis.. or an angel.. the person is like.. so demure and has white light shinning! haa..

Recently my eyes are rather dry.. and like got this white layer when i look at things. den have to blink away.. ehhe
Pray that is nothing too big a deal

Just now was tokking to my mum.. we were just tokking about my future job prospect. I told her that my work mentor told me that i dun look suitable for business. this is something which i also think so la..
then i actually shared to my work mentor tt i may taking up teaching... haha.. but at the back of mind constantly have a nagging thot that tt might not be the one for me. but i'm just thinking of a solution out for myself that everyone will be happy with.

Today my mum told me that.. i think is better for you to the Lord's work. Doing work for Him is so much more important and joyful. i was like... REALLY? mummy really support me in this.. can't believe it... sounds perfect.

Wells.. this really brightens my day! lots lots! but.. wells.. i really duno lah. Only if God's plan is so.. i'll be so happy to do his work.

Yup, that day i tokked to wendy halfway about it.. and got cut off by people le.. But what i caught out of it is to get a spiritual mentor to walk me thru. but i dunno la.. shld it be a crusade staff? cos i think church dun have leh.. unless wendy is willing to. but i duno lah. this also needs to be prayed abt de.

Yupyup...
things to be thought about.. placed aside..
today i thot about too much things. haha.. made me missed him even more. Eh he still got 1.5 week before he is back.. (so is my sister b'day.) oh wells.. hopefully he will be back soon.. yet give me time to get jo's gift!! oh man. hahaa..

Oh ya.. so scared tt when he is back.. he will have no time for me again.. and i'll have no time for him too. cos... i'll be busy with 40dop!! and work.
=)

I gtg le la.. late le. need to sleep. working then can't blog much le.. i'll catch ya soon bah.. maybe on friday.. see how bah. byebye!!

yaya!! i got a nightmare.. it was about work.. like how i couldn't get check in and check out rite.. i was so stressed and scared until i just woke up at 4am! oh mine mine... then i went back to bed... die hard dun wan to wake up again.. den.....

the morning sun broke into my room... at 8.53am!!
That's the time i shld be reporting at Tampines!!

Can you imagine how panick I was???!! Its frantic lahz.. ahhaa

But wells.. is better le lah... Thank God for blessing me! i din get a scolding.. Undeserved grace!

Oh then last nite i was just telling people how good is my work. like how i give thanks for it..
then today i was so grumpy..
I din't want to do anything at work...

I was relunctant... haiz.. can really tell that i lost interest in it....

Then is like.. i was quite affected by the gossips.. make me really sad...

but guess is all over..!

God is good all the time.. Came home.. bathe and had food.!!
yummy!!

Tml i will have to Go church help evelyn... God please give me ideas and wisdom!!

Lastly.. daniel called during my lunch break! hee.. so happy to hear his voice... cont' to jiayou over there!!

sign off,
Joyce

Hey.. i'm here again..
guess whenever daniel is away.. i blog more. reason being i have nobody to share my feelings with. so blogging it down will help me to express myself to someone tt wouldn't judge me or say bad things about me. Daniel does tt lah.. but at many times also make me irritated. but his listening ears is one the things that i appreciate alot about him.

Wells.. today is a tiring day. Trying to get the hang of the new workload... Franklin and Mani are leaving in 1.5 week time... oh woah.. tt's all i left to learn.....
God please give me wisdom... lots of it..!!

Today was really glad to attend a service out of my busy-ness. Its always a pleasure for me to attend services.. they often refreshes me.. and keep me in view of Christ.
Today is about Elijah.. how he is a lightning sent from God. I remember Dr Roland say that Elijah means The Lord is my God. hee.. such focus!! is awesome.

Elijah went thru 3 tests.. monotony, obsurity and uncertainty.
Wells.. is really test of faith, trust and hope in the Lord.
How i wish to be like him. I ask god to prepare me. I just wanna be like him.
Finding a secret place and a passionate relationship with God.

Actually eversince i came to Tampines to work.. I stopped grumbling about the distance and stuff le. just that some times to give people the impression that my work place is tiring.. i told them is really far. but wells.. I forgot to also tell them.. no matter how far.. God is never far!
He is with me in Tampines!! Really.. Every step i take.. Every sound I hear.. and Everywhere i go.. god planned it so nicely.

I wouldn't have known of such a beautiful cafe if i had not come to Tampines.. with God's word every where.. I wouldn't have known of such beautiful songs played in Tampines if i had not heard.. Tell the world that Jesus Lives today! I wouldn't have met such friendly creatures God had created at my workplace to make my day!

I simply love Tampines now. haa.. just that is far doesn't mean is not nice.
I've really appreciate things better now. Love you Daddy.

Wells.. today when going home.. i wasn't really in the mood at all.. was aching and tired all over. guess i've caused people to mistake that i'm unfriendly. i'm sorry. i couldn't help it. i din't want to take rufus car.. cos i want to let them take his car. i din't want to fight with them. i just wanna go home. wad is so difficult about that.. mrt is convenient. i will also reach home in no time.
yarh... i know.. probrably.. they are thinking that i'm throwing my temper again. haiz..

Wells.. duno la. i wasn't angry with wendy when she asked me to not tok. I wasn't laughing at benny's jokes because i was too tired to laugh. just like when i was watching shaggy dog. i knoe is funny.. but i couldn't laugh. i guess evelyn might think i'm having a bad mood again.

Nobody wans to clarify with me.. i just dun bother to explain le.

Hais.. I changed my nick to... at a distance.. I've realised... i'm at a distance from crusade.. and church too! crusade no longer displays my pictures. i'm no longer involved in many things. church have been a far too long place where i give and have not received for a while.

At least... until troubles come. and 40 dop comes!
guess i'm really thankful to my group. Really enjoy the many company in the group. tho we aren't really united yet. soon soon.

Wells.. i need to go le lah.. typed so much.. until i can feel my mood swings going high and low... too quickly. need to rest and read le. Good nite peeps. tho i duno who will read. but if you do.. thanks. dun need to tell the whole world things tt you just read wor. tho joyce has always been open about her life.. almost like got no secrets at all. hahaa.. i prefer telling my own story.
Give me my rights. thanks.

17 March
On friday.. we went out to catch shaggy dog! its quite a funny show. But i was so tired that it wasn't that funny..
If i had a better energy level.. it will be great..
Friday passed so quickly... and Saturday Came...

18 March
Morning i woke up.. bathe and changed.. sat quietly to wait for mum to cook Fish Porridge for Mel's mummy. It smells so good when i was waiting for it..
Then i went to Jurong East to pick up my contact lens.. evelyn said until how good how good.. the contacts are.. but is just ok onli leh... to me the permanent wan was good. disposable wan is so painful when taking out. cos the water content is not good enough. haiz. see how it goes bah..

den i went to melissa house.. wells.. its great to see her mum... hope she will feel better gradually.. Her mummy onli took abit of each foody.. guess her appetite isn't tt good. I feel so sad that the porridge got nobody eat. so I ate alot.. my mum's cooking is always the best.
onli took.. abit of raw veggie.. i got a bad stomache when i reach church lo... haiz..

i prayed really hard to God hoping that the stomache will go away.. and God really did it! i'm so thankful.. then the group was great!! I had such a good time with them. probz got no stress and all my age group bah. wells.. these peers really cheer me up. Hannah is so sweet la.. she even wrote me an email.. hee.. and the rest wor.. i'm glad to have them!!

19 March
Finally.. Sunday came... so i went for the children school as usual.. but i was super late.. becos i tried so hard to wake my sis up la.. but she went under the table to sleep. gosh. was so speechless. but the children are so cute.. i like vanessa.. she is so sweet and demure lah.. haha.. emma is so guai and smart.. marissa is like noisy... but wells.. she is just talkative bah.. but Corey still beat her in tokking non-stop. haha... but they are super sweet and cute la... marcus noes how to take care of joshua.. joshua is ultimate la.. when he held the chopsticks and hit the tin.. he was thrilled.. chanel took a pic of him.. a future drummer sia!! ahaa..

Then.. came service.... after service i went to ask pastor about his sore throat... guess he was also occupied. he replied me briefly and left. then.. i chatted with isabel.. she was going back to malaysia for 3 weeks.. woahz.. so long.. i'll miss her.
then.. i went to entertain roy.. and brought him over with his age group?? something lidat la.. first time see him so happy chatting with him. I hope my small efforts and God's big efforts weren't wasted. heee..

Thereafter.. i chatted with Ray.. and wells.. caught up with him.. den i went out with him and evelyn to settle prayer booth stuff.. is so cool la.. i hope it will be just fine.. :P

20 March
hee.. monday... back to work again.. time passed quite fast at work... went with Jill, Franklin and Mani for Indian food. It was spicy but really nice!! hahaa.. oh ya.. must ask him for the pictures tml... den i had alot of time spent learning check in.. check out~ .. hahaa...

came home.. and then.. was so tired and i slept!!! yuliang sick lo.. knew it la.. PIG like duno what.. ask him bathe still scold me.. sians. hope he recover soon...

21 March
i woke up late..!! 7.30am~~ hahaa.. i still went ahead with bathing.. in the end was late at work.. 9.19am.. i switched on my PC... oh wells.. not tt bad rite? is my first time late.. i'm always on time and early de... can make up la hor?? hehe...

today was okok la... abit unproductive.. cos too many people congested the workstation.. i couldn't progress.. but since Jill needs to know more than me.. i jus waited for her..
I snacked alot! guess my sore throat will get worse... oh dear!! have to drink lotsa water....

O.. i kept thinking of the Christian cafe that jill brought me to.. on Monday. Its so nice.. maybe i'll go there with daniel? hee.. i hope i would be able to bring him there.

this attachment is one that i drink the most water de.. plain water.. everyday at least one bottle. usually.. i dun even drink.. cos got no water bottle...

Today Other thots..
so fast.. week going to be 3rd le.. den.... wednesday is approaching in 2 hours time... woah... imagine.. a new day of stuff...
wendy called today.. was so happy to hear her voice.
tml i'm going for Benny Ho's... hopefully it will bring great joy for me... out of the boring routine! hehee...

okokok... time for me to go... so joanne can use her computer.. i'll see you soon again.. buai!!!