Look upon Jesus, Count Joyfully!

sob sob sob.... crying..
scared...
so scared.. help...

tears flow out..
voice go out...
left none to help...

why why... what happened...
there is no sound...
nothing at all...

will is ever be healed?
is it god's will?
nv wanted sth so much frm god....

i dun wan... i dun wan...
its my life... my favourite...
my interest...

God.. can u please grant me.. this little request?
pls.....