Tuesday, July 11, 2006
out
have you ever feel penniless.. til you are so desperate?
oh wells... being penniless is really not a good feeling. but yet it helps people to point their direction to what is important..
broke. no money to eat. dun even tok about other stuff.
I think i'm so scared of the kind of feeling that you know you got no reserves tt kind. you either do ministry and be poor or work and be filled. like no serving 2 masters choosing onli one.
wah.. and i got myself a scary thot... what if when i choose to be in ministry and everyday i onli got one meal or no food to eat? the feeling of hunger is terrible. is just like staring across the road and seeing the rich having their delicacies and all i have is air and water.
emotional me.. would tear and cry away. problem not solved. no resolution. just to scrimp and save all i can in the situation.
i have clothes to wear, house to stay, internet to use, electricity and lights.. water to drink.. i'm so much better off than those african kids la. i shld be thankful. taking too much for granted.. i just wanna say sorry to God.
sorry i entertained thots of temptation. sorry i entertained thots of leaving your ministry. sorry i entertained myself with rubbish. i just know that i have to trust in you.
this has been with me for a while.. time to take it out to re-examine your name and promises. i know you love me. and i wan to love you back.
El-Shaddai, The Lord God Almighty
Adonai, The Lord my Master
Yahweh, GOD
Jehovah, Our Eternal God
Jehovah Elohim, The Lord is my Creator
Jehovah Nissi, The Lord is my Banner
Jehovah Rohi, The Lord is my Shepherd
Jehovah Rophe, The Lord is my Healer
Jehovah Makedash, The Lord that Sanctifies
Jehovah Tsidkenu, The Lord is my Righteousness
Jehovah Shalom, The Lord is my Peace
Jehovah Jireh, The Lord is my Provider
Jehovah Shammah, The Lord is Ever-present
And Jesus means Jehovah Saves
oh wells... being penniless is really not a good feeling. but yet it helps people to point their direction to what is important..
broke. no money to eat. dun even tok about other stuff.
I think i'm so scared of the kind of feeling that you know you got no reserves tt kind. you either do ministry and be poor or work and be filled. like no serving 2 masters choosing onli one.
wah.. and i got myself a scary thot... what if when i choose to be in ministry and everyday i onli got one meal or no food to eat? the feeling of hunger is terrible. is just like staring across the road and seeing the rich having their delicacies and all i have is air and water.
emotional me.. would tear and cry away. problem not solved. no resolution. just to scrimp and save all i can in the situation.
i have clothes to wear, house to stay, internet to use, electricity and lights.. water to drink.. i'm so much better off than those african kids la. i shld be thankful. taking too much for granted.. i just wanna say sorry to God.
sorry i entertained thots of temptation. sorry i entertained thots of leaving your ministry. sorry i entertained myself with rubbish. i just know that i have to trust in you.
this has been with me for a while.. time to take it out to re-examine your name and promises. i know you love me. and i wan to love you back.
El-Shaddai, The Lord God Almighty
Adonai, The Lord my Master
Yahweh, GOD
Jehovah, Our Eternal God
Jehovah Elohim, The Lord is my Creator
Jehovah Nissi, The Lord is my Banner
Jehovah Rohi, The Lord is my Shepherd
Jehovah Rophe, The Lord is my Healer
Jehovah Makedash, The Lord that Sanctifies
Jehovah Tsidkenu, The Lord is my Righteousness
Jehovah Shalom, The Lord is my Peace
Jehovah Jireh, The Lord is my Provider
Jehovah Shammah, The Lord is Ever-present
And Jesus means Jehovah Saves
// posted by Jearlie @ 2:17 AM 
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