Look upon Jesus, Count Joyfully!

hey people.. eversince i'm on my road to recovery.. i've not blog..
just felt like i owe you all a post. so i better type it out for you guys.

Firstly.. i got my thots straightened out already. Really understood how much God loves me.. you know.. Jesus is my lover la. and he is really a sustaining lover.

When we are in love with a Guy.. is different cos is so tangible.. you can feel him.. touch him and even see him.
but when it comes to intangible God is really so hard to be secure forever.. cos i can't touch nor see him. But he is so real. You can feel his presence so strongly.. you can tell that he is there. because nobody else on earth could have done what he has done for me.

on the way to school or home.. do you notice the flowers on the road? the trees that sway.. the beautiful nature that nobody but God can create for you! all these things are given to us.. humans to take care of. who would be able to think of such things la. ahha.. surely a boyfriend would be totally insufficient in such an area.

i've learnt to walk out of my messy thots. Cos i know i am precious to my GOd. He is so loving. I feel like a true princess with him around. not daydreaming.. but everything become so meaningful. I know why i breathe.. why i live.. why i feel..

I also learnt sth important.. EVERY GURL LISTEN UP.. I'm annoucing that YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL! Cos God made you to be beautiful. He is a beauty himself. We are made in his image. Being beautiful starts from the soul.. so now.. heal your soul.. because your beauty will began to unveil with your beautiful and rested soul...

let's say together that... we want a rested soul... a soul that rest in GOd's arms. No matter where there is a storm or thunder or hurricanes.. we do not fear. God is here. Not there but here. And... For ________(your name), To live is christ, to die is gain.. i could feel it. tho i haven't or rather may not be that spiritual. but i've learnt that if life is all about christ is so much more meaningful. if death is to be in God's home.. it is the best thing on earth.

oh wells.. so I can safely say i'm not going to fall back to Satan's trap! And how i know i wun? is because I am able to do all things through Christ who strengthens me!

I really love the heart that God gave me.. So feeling.. so tangible... it is why i could tell that he loves me!

Today i had a short outreach meeting.. suddenly... i feel that i'm on track with God again. Cos i understood Sheow en so much better than last time. I understand his concerns over the school. but all these can only be done until God do it through me.

you know.. we all love to ask God.. why me? in bad times and in uncomfortable situations. But i'm learning to be excited and say.. thank God tt it's me. Or i'll be losing out so much learning opportunities.

So if you feel like the world is falling.. the waves are as high as tsunami.. dun fret. he is here with you.

Thank God for everything.

Lastly.. just share sth at dg today.. God taught me that to know him is to know by the mind, heart, soul and hands. So is the same as loving him. it must transcends all parts of your body. so it is applicable. haha.. i impressed my dg thru the sharing.. but only me and God knew that it came from him and not me! hahaa...


okok. Take care my friends.
love, Joyce