Look upon Jesus, Count Joyfully!

actually.. SATAN.. stay away can.. u irritates me!

some times i duno if i really shld blog!!! but when blogging this post. i know i will still blog. i dun wan to give up yet. oh i even thot of have a password to my blog will solve my problem... point is i duno how to set it up.. ahhaa.

wells.. i know lah. people blame me for my own fault that i blog my own thots and feelings on the blog. so they deprived me of my chance to complain when people whom i dun really want to read my blog.. read it. grr.. i dun care.

i've been holding on to that "i dun care" attitude and then blog all i want. and give my friends my blog addy. cos i thot since all those people i dun like.. all those people.. i dun want, all read le.. shouldn't more my friends read it? so i just gave it to my friends la.

of cos i can easily change my addy.. den nobody can find me le. den i'll start from scratch again.. to re-collect the number of people reading my blog. wells.. this time i din do that.

erm.. i tried to play the game of tenacity with people before. like see when they will stop reading my blog. den i won so wad.. den i still decided to change my address. jearlie to jearliberries to jearlie-berries haa.. change and change.

i can say its my rights to say wad i wan to say! den they can say... its their rights to read and comment about it. rubbish.

do i have to sound emotional great every time i blog?
do i have to sound spiritually high every time i blog?

i think if you zuo ren until so xing gu.. den dun be la! even if i am not in depression. so i can be emotionally unhappy when i blog.. but still be a happy person. yesh. i can. so just stop harrassing me. bleahs.

ciaoz.