Sunday, August 06, 2006
woof
today is really an unusually swingy!! grrrr...
i went church today! super good mood. woke up super early lah. at 7.30am. hmm.. i tied my hair.. usually no time. but today i enjoyed choosing everything i needed to go out. Then went church and then i waited for kevin to come and write the cards with me! hee.. then.. finish everything liao. i happily went to service. but i couldn't concentrate properly. i was thinking of many things. and maybe lack of sleep.
cos last night i toss and turn for 2 whole hours. i cldn't sleep.
den.. after service.. i went for lunch with worship team. seems like i'm the only one that is having good mood. wells.. which is quite bad?? oh man. cos i see my friends.. i duno what to say! tho junming was really nice! he is quite cheeful and blur. ahaa..
then me eve and debbie decided to go for soccer today. AMC won 2-1.. please come n support next week. i requested pastor to book a coach! yeah. you must come. is gonna be the finals! so exciting!! come and support and watch lah. its gonna be quite nice.. you are important to the family! it means much to God and the players! hopefully we will get champion again this year. so we get to retain the cup! To God be the glory!
but before that got time after lunch so.. deb and eve came my house.. we had a nice chat. haa quite nice lah. wun say what we tok about. but wells.. can share what went thru my mind..i din share it just now tho. but den i was wondering that it is really possible to stay true to someone all my life? so if i ever get married.. will i really enjoy spending the rest of my life with the person? haaa.. super weird lo. cos i tease mel that she and lance are tied together le.. so she have to accompany him always. so admirable that she dun get sick of it.
its probrably a big challenge for me! tho i'm really have only a simple concept of having a loving family. but wells.. finding that person is really a big life challenge! esp.. for a gurl.. is the person find you la.. haha so cannot like i find myself.. hahaa. and also cos i used to think i can settle my heart down for one person. seems like.. its harder than just thinking. haa.. tt's also why i'm single but mel isn't! haa..
i actually thot quite hard of how to tell whether someone is ready.. as i observed my friends around me.. some facing decisions.. some facing a recovery.. some facing a challenge to stay on or let go...
i kinda concluded that.. being ready..
you need to have 5S:
Settle ur heart - for just one person and forget about the whole forest. cos definitely got someone better will come along. Taming your heart is important.
Spiritual maturity: having a stable relationship with God.. able to seek God for directions together.. able to walk together.. able to pray together..
Strong support: support from your friends and family. (physical, emotionally, spiritual all needed)
Staying Power: the willingness to bear it all.. thru thick and thin. That's love.
Sparks: have to cont' produce sparks and make the choice to love. chemistry is just the beginning. need to love with choice. cos it will not be like passionately in love every moment..
its so super hard la. i'm probrably far from all these. haha.. all these are just the rough and initial thots i have. when i smoothen them out.. den can share better with others.
oh ya.. den i just wan to ask God for his knight! ehe.. it is going to be Jesus! cos thru Him.. den can guard my own heart lo. hehe.. so i wun dislike or like or judge people in the wrong sense. really crazy la. imagining the things that went thru my head and heart too fast!! ahaa.. singapore is really a fast pace world.
and lastly.. just wanna say.. happy birthday leslie and lance. hmm.. i think i really enjoyed my dinner last night, We had pizza, pastas, pineapple rice, prawn dumplings, guo tie, barley and soyabean and ginko nuts dessert.. hahaa.. super full lo. heee. thanks. it is a combined treat for les and eug benefitted! and i am happy! too bad we din take a group pic!
oh ya. lastly.. pray for mum ok? and i'm quite worry for her. i think she might need better medical help!.. i just hope her sickness will turn for the better!
tata
i went church today! super good mood. woke up super early lah. at 7.30am. hmm.. i tied my hair.. usually no time. but today i enjoyed choosing everything i needed to go out. Then went church and then i waited for kevin to come and write the cards with me! hee.. then.. finish everything liao. i happily went to service. but i couldn't concentrate properly. i was thinking of many things. and maybe lack of sleep.
cos last night i toss and turn for 2 whole hours. i cldn't sleep.
den.. after service.. i went for lunch with worship team. seems like i'm the only one that is having good mood. wells.. which is quite bad?? oh man. cos i see my friends.. i duno what to say! tho junming was really nice! he is quite cheeful and blur. ahaa..
then me eve and debbie decided to go for soccer today. AMC won 2-1.. please come n support next week. i requested pastor to book a coach! yeah. you must come. is gonna be the finals! so exciting!! come and support and watch lah. its gonna be quite nice.. you are important to the family! it means much to God and the players! hopefully we will get champion again this year. so we get to retain the cup! To God be the glory!
but before that got time after lunch so.. deb and eve came my house.. we had a nice chat. haa quite nice lah. wun say what we tok about. but wells.. can share what went thru my mind..i din share it just now tho. but den i was wondering that it is really possible to stay true to someone all my life? so if i ever get married.. will i really enjoy spending the rest of my life with the person? haaa.. super weird lo. cos i tease mel that she and lance are tied together le.. so she have to accompany him always. so admirable that she dun get sick of it.
its probrably a big challenge for me! tho i'm really have only a simple concept of having a loving family. but wells.. finding that person is really a big life challenge! esp.. for a gurl.. is the person find you la.. haha so cannot like i find myself.. hahaa. and also cos i used to think i can settle my heart down for one person. seems like.. its harder than just thinking. haa.. tt's also why i'm single but mel isn't! haa..
i actually thot quite hard of how to tell whether someone is ready.. as i observed my friends around me.. some facing decisions.. some facing a recovery.. some facing a challenge to stay on or let go...
i kinda concluded that.. being ready..
you need to have 5S:
Settle ur heart - for just one person and forget about the whole forest. cos definitely got someone better will come along. Taming your heart is important.
Spiritual maturity: having a stable relationship with God.. able to seek God for directions together.. able to walk together.. able to pray together..
Strong support: support from your friends and family. (physical, emotionally, spiritual all needed)
Staying Power: the willingness to bear it all.. thru thick and thin. That's love.
Sparks: have to cont' produce sparks and make the choice to love. chemistry is just the beginning. need to love with choice. cos it will not be like passionately in love every moment..
its so super hard la. i'm probrably far from all these. haha.. all these are just the rough and initial thots i have. when i smoothen them out.. den can share better with others.
oh ya.. den i just wan to ask God for his knight! ehe.. it is going to be Jesus! cos thru Him.. den can guard my own heart lo. hehe.. so i wun dislike or like or judge people in the wrong sense. really crazy la. imagining the things that went thru my head and heart too fast!! ahaa.. singapore is really a fast pace world.
and lastly.. just wanna say.. happy birthday leslie and lance. hmm.. i think i really enjoyed my dinner last night, We had pizza, pastas, pineapple rice, prawn dumplings, guo tie, barley and soyabean and ginko nuts dessert.. hahaa.. super full lo. heee. thanks. it is a combined treat for les and eug benefitted! and i am happy! too bad we din take a group pic!
oh ya. lastly.. pray for mum ok? and i'm quite worry for her. i think she might need better medical help!.. i just hope her sickness will turn for the better!
tata
// posted by Jearlie @ 8:52 PM 
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